May 10, 2015 It's hard to be happy When 1/2 of me is gone The 1/2 that brought the laughter, the beauty, and the song Without you, I feel like an empty shell Just Surviving every day is like a living hell The purpose and the reason to daily life is gone the world is filled with emptiness, no laughter, joy or song You made each day so special You were my link to life Your passing has cut through me like a dull bladed knife I'm tired of existing, not having hopes and dreams My memories are so beautiful And at the same time bring me pain For a world that's gone forever and I'll never know again It was your life and dreams that brought me so much joy The dreams we had together, the ones deep in your heart The ones we laughed and talked about That we never got to start ~ P. Kimler 2015