May 10, 2015
It's hard to be happy
When 1/2 of me is gone
The 1/2 that brought the laughter, the beauty, and the song
Without you, I feel like an empty shell
Just Surviving every day is like a living hell
The purpose and the reason to daily life is gone
the world is filled with emptiness, no laughter, joy or song
You made each day so special
You were my link to life
Your passing has cut through me like a dull bladed knife
I'm tired of existing, not having hopes and dreams
My memories are so beautiful
And at the same time bring me pain
For a world that's gone forever and I'll never know again
It was your life and dreams that brought me so much joy
The dreams we had together, the ones deep in your heart
The ones we laughed and talked about
That we never got to start
~ P. Kimler 2015
A Mother's Aching Heart
23rd September 2016